BFN and Questions!

Ok, I know I am a bad blogger...but I have a plea to anyone who might still be reading...my IUI #2 was a BFN and now the questions begin. You see, because I never thought it would take me this long to get pregnant, I never thought I would have this decision to make. A while back I was accepted into an accelerated nursing program that lasts one year. I have been thinking of doing this for quite sometime, in fact, I didn't start the program last year because I had just found out I was pregnant...oops.

Anyway, I have a regroup meeting with my RE on Monday to ask her questions...but if we are facing IVF I would really like to hear from people who have gone through it as to what kind of time commitment I am looking at. School is basically like a full time job, so it is not like 100 hours a week or anything but I am just so torn. If I go, at least I will be moving forward with something in my life...I am just scared I will be risking not getting pregnant again...of course I could not go and still not get pregnant. The program starts in May, I will be 32 in November, which is something else to consider.

Any and all thoughts will be greatly appreciated....by both me and my sanity!

What's New?

I am not good at blogging, I love reading them...but I always forget to update. It is great to get my thoughts out there, but sometimes it is overwhelming...

So...as the title would suggest, here's the latest:
- J's grandfather diagnosed with metastatic pancreatic cancer, given 2ww to 6mo to live.
- House almost completed, now we have to buy furniture.
- CD 27, trying to wait to test until Saturday
- SIL with 6mo old has announced they will start trying again soon, she got pregnant on her first try.
- Think we may be taking a break if this cycle is a bust.

More next week!

I am being eaten by my house!

Yeah right, "there really isn't that much to do with this great old house, just a few things here or there"...HAH! Seriously, I can't believe how much there is to do and how much time and energy this is all taking...luckily, I am so excited for the final product that I am not getting too down about it. If it is ever finished, I will post some pics.

On the fertility front, I am waiting for my cycle to start...should be around the 3rd. I did email my RE's office about stim meds vs clomid and they gave me the go ahead if my cyst is gone, but it costs about 4x as much - ugh. J and I need to discuss.

Will update more soon I hope, am off to purchase front porch lights for the house...the excitement continues!